Just a dream...
I had a dream last night that I had sex with one of my gay, male friends. It was very disturbing to wake up to, particularly since my boyfriend wanted to have sex before getting out of bed this morning too. It freaked me out that it turned me on...
In the dream, my friend had apparently gone a long time without sex and was admittedly horny. I too was horny because, in the dream, my boyfriend had been out of town on a business trip. Somehow, we decided to "help" each other out with this problem.
It started out with us attempting to kiss (we had to turn off the lights so that we could each fantasize about whatever we needed to get turned on). It was especially difficult for him being that I am a woman... less difficult for me because I wasn't going against my natural instincts.
Anyway, we ended up on my bed with him on top. Again, this was odd for him and he was having difficulty staying erect because he couldn't belive what he was doing. I decided to take matters into my own hands and flipped him over. Things seemed to work better that way because he didn't have to concentrate on what (or who) he was doing and could close his eyes and just enjoy the feeling... and with me on top, he DID start to enjoy it...
Quite honestly, the whole thing was akward but hot... very hot. I even found myself wanting to get on all fours for him doggy-style, thinking that it would be less intimidating. This way, I didn't have to look at him & he could stare at my ass (something I'm sure he's used to looking at during sex). But the problem was, I had to convince him to be the "pitcher" since he is normally the "catcher." And, I had to remind him that there was a vagina there that he could put it in, instead of trying to have anal sex with me. He actually liked that because of the natural lubricant (saved time, I guess).
Anyway, the whole dream was very strange and I have been thinking about it's meaning all day. After waking up, I did end up having sex too which also makes me hornier and doesn't help me to get this dream out of my mind.
I can't help but wonder if this is this just an ego thing. Like, if I ever were to have sex with a gay man, I'd be so determined for him to like it... (because I'm THAT good, of course). Or perhaps I just need to spice up my own sex life a little. I have been feeling a bit deprived lately because my boyfriend's been sick for most of the week.
I think I'll go jump on him now...
In the dream, my friend had apparently gone a long time without sex and was admittedly horny. I too was horny because, in the dream, my boyfriend had been out of town on a business trip. Somehow, we decided to "help" each other out with this problem.
It started out with us attempting to kiss (we had to turn off the lights so that we could each fantasize about whatever we needed to get turned on). It was especially difficult for him being that I am a woman... less difficult for me because I wasn't going against my natural instincts.
Anyway, we ended up on my bed with him on top. Again, this was odd for him and he was having difficulty staying erect because he couldn't belive what he was doing. I decided to take matters into my own hands and flipped him over. Things seemed to work better that way because he didn't have to concentrate on what (or who) he was doing and could close his eyes and just enjoy the feeling... and with me on top, he DID start to enjoy it...
Quite honestly, the whole thing was akward but hot... very hot. I even found myself wanting to get on all fours for him doggy-style, thinking that it would be less intimidating. This way, I didn't have to look at him & he could stare at my ass (something I'm sure he's used to looking at during sex). But the problem was, I had to convince him to be the "pitcher" since he is normally the "catcher." And, I had to remind him that there was a vagina there that he could put it in, instead of trying to have anal sex with me. He actually liked that because of the natural lubricant (saved time, I guess).
Anyway, the whole dream was very strange and I have been thinking about it's meaning all day. After waking up, I did end up having sex too which also makes me hornier and doesn't help me to get this dream out of my mind.
I can't help but wonder if this is this just an ego thing. Like, if I ever were to have sex with a gay man, I'd be so determined for him to like it... (because I'm THAT good, of course). Or perhaps I just need to spice up my own sex life a little. I have been feeling a bit deprived lately because my boyfriend's been sick for most of the week.
I think I'll go jump on him now...
posted by Jen | 7:33 PM
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