Suspicion

how do i know if i can trust you
how do i make myself believe
faith comes from the heart
suspicion from the head
please let my heart be stronger
please let my heart be right
i have no desires to be your fool
i will be alone if i must
but you know that's not what i want
i am weak right now
but it's only temporary
deep down there is a will
that not even you can break
in my soul there is a belief
that life is good
i refuse to let that go
i will not be made a cynic
not even for you
please let me be wrong...